{"id":1259,"date":"2011-01-03T01:56:32","date_gmt":"2011-01-03T05:56:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.john-fallon.com\/?p=1259"},"modified":"2011-01-03T14:57:01","modified_gmt":"2011-01-03T18:57:01","slug":"end-of-the-year-thoughts-fuck-2010-heres-to-2011-it-cant-be-worse","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.john-fallon.com\/?p=1259","title":{"rendered":"End of the year thoughts; fuck 2010; here&#8217;s to 2011! It can&#8217;t be worse&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.john-fallon.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/hockeypmain.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-1273\" title=\"hockeypmain\" src=\"http:\/\/www.john-fallon.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/hockeypmain.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"500\" height=\"370\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.john-fallon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/hockeypmain.jpg 500w, https:\/\/www.john-fallon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/hockeypmain-300x222.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 500px) 100vw, 500px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Usually at the end of  a year; I always do a list of the top positive and negative events that went down in my life that year. But to be honest; the less said about 2010; the better; I want to forget the year; I don&#8217;t want a record of it, I just want to erase it from my memory and move on. The burdens that 2009 left me with, grew, grew and grew in 2010 and that&#8217;s what the bulk of my year was all about; dealing with them, running away from them, breaking apart&#8230; trying to keep it together&#8230;nough said. On the up side; although I once again traveled the globe (Texas, LA, Spain etc.) and was privy to many groovy life experiences (like being a member of the Jury at Fantastic Fest in Austin, spending time with friends in Barcelona, kicking it with the Red Man in LA); looking back; its hockey that helped me hold on to that last bastion of positive energy within me. I got so passionate about the sport over the years; attending Habs games; embracing the scene in Montreal; that I finally started playing it.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.john-fallon.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/johnnyhockey2.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-1313\" title=\"johnnyhockey2\" src=\"http:\/\/www.john-fallon.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/johnnyhockey2.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"450\" height=\"352\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.john-fallon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/johnnyhockey2.jpg 450w, https:\/\/www.john-fallon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/johnnyhockey2-300x234.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 450px) 100vw, 450px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>When I was a kid I was never put into hockey as all good Canuck children should. Sure I played it in the streets and all but never on ice. I have now been playing ice hockey for 7 months and I f*cking love it. Not only does it give me a continuous challenge (my teammates are way more experienced that I am, I have to catch up); one that is different than the types I usually undertake\u00a0 but its also become a new hobby (cinema stopped being a 100% hobby the moment it became work). Its also easily one of the most physical sports that I ever tackled (right up there with boxing). I look forward to every session\u2026I truly can\u2019t get enough. Moreover; it helped me in my quest to stay healthy.<a href=\"http:\/\/www.john-fallon.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/hockey-drink.jpg\"><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.john-fallon.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/onguardhockey.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-1316\" title=\"onguardhockey\" src=\"http:\/\/www.john-fallon.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/onguardhockey.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"450\" height=\"340\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.john-fallon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/onguardhockey.jpg 450w, https:\/\/www.john-fallon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/onguardhockey-300x226.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 450px) 100vw, 450px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>When I left for Spain this year for example, I started smoking again and  fell back into bad habits. The moment I got back home and hit the ice  though\u2026I PAID for it big time and figured that there is no way I can  play this sport if I am NOT healthy. So I quit smoking yet again (over 2  months now) and stepped back on the right path. So what about my goals for 2011? I will keep it simple. I want to do what I have to do to heal, cause its not happening by itself and I also want to keep striving for my goals; but from different angles. That&#8217;s it! All I have to say. Am done. 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